Last day of October/First day of November

So its exactly 12AM of November 1st-as I am writing this post. 
The last post was the ‘last day of July’ wow. Time definitely FLIES (no joke.)

Imma go different with writing this post compared to my normal ‘last day’ posts. I’ll be telling you what I did for the last 4 months teehee. So from the beginning of

August (from what I remember-its been too long)-
I took finals for summer school, met friends from high school, chilled with college friends, and the highlight of August was taking a vaycay with the fam to Guam! This trip had to been one of the most relaxing and care-free vacations I had in a while. Usually when I do go on vacations we are always constantly jumping from one location to another (packing and unpacking…)- not saying that this is bad anything, but this was just another different type of enjoyment I had with the family. Before we flew to Guam- we stopped over Nagoya, TOTORO & INTERNET! Those two words were the highlight of our stopover HAHA. We flew to Guam from Nagoya and went to straight to BK! WOOT! With our dope crowns and 아저씨&아줌마! :) It was great seeing them after 6-7 years without seeing each otha! They took us after to this hotel- w “CAFFEINATED” starbucks frap with an amazing view and after that we got into an EPIC rainfall @ the beach lawl. But our room made up for it. It was legit the bombdiggity! ;) At night we went to the yummay spaghetti house that we always went to when we are at Guam. The next morning it finally SHINED! Sister and I tanned like no other from 10AM-2PM and sis got madddd sunburnt, me on the other hand got sunburnt as well but it disappeared in a day or two. But sister had those blingin’ red legs for almost 1.5 weeks puhahaha. (IT was legit ALOE VERA TIME @ the hotel!) Before we got to the hotel, we went to the galleria bought some goods- had jap foodd (Tuna Bowl YUM) and the next morning I did course enrollment (GOT ALL THE CLASSES I NEEDED! HAHA) Thank the Lord! & went shopping! Teehee. We left to Nagoya the next day- and before we left we ate @ this lovely beachview restaurant (CURRY!) When we landed in Nagoya at almost 8PM took the metro and stayed at the Nagoya Marriott Associa Hotel! Again my sister and I’s room was the shiattt- the view was damn amazing at night. AH! Me and my sister went out for a stroll in Nagoya because at the time when our parents were going out we weren’t feeling too good bleh x( But later on, we went out with some money the parents gave and got ourselves some yummy instant ramen noodles and water- and saw the nightlife of Japan on a friday night HAHA. The next day was WOW. We were racing with time. We woke up- found the bus that took us to several stops in Nagoya- (BUMBLEBEE w/ grass & bathroom, SUPER SWEATY, our lonely bus from Noritake Garden with the dishes HAHA while our parents walked back to the hotel to shower, then out to eat some legit and delicious Jap food and then headed out to the bus again to Nagoya Castle. Damn we walked like mad man and women( This was all because of our flight back to Seoul ON THAT DAY! We hurried back to the bus thinking we’ll miss it, waited for 10 minutes got back to the hotel- and took the metro but FIRST CLASS this time to the airport. It was awesome- since the metro even travels on top of the river! We arrive @ the Asiana desk to check in, but what made us major dot dot dot was that the flight was DELAYED! We hurried for NOTHING. The flight was cancelled because of some dilemma with China and the weather in Korea (장마 season…) while in Japan was blasting HOTNESS. The Jap 할어버지 @ the Noritake Garden said that it was like 35c but our body feels the temp as 40+c, we were all no comment and were running in sprinklers because we were TOO HOT. Thank goodness there was no humidity like Korea- if there was omg…I don’t know what we would have done. Then later on me and my sister bummed around in the airport like losers, eating and shopping, and then flew to Korea! Had the most epic picture-selca timee while the girl next to me was like errr-_-; the whole time HAHAHA. After we got back it was my birthday- we just chilled because we were all so dead from the flight and us actively moving around @ Nagoya for one day HAHA. My mom later that week took me to AHAF Seoul 2011 Art Gallery @ Hyatt where we ate and looked at interesting artworks. The following week my sister went with my mom while that day I went to Club Ellui with the girls- pink dress! and partied- but I almost died that night because of my effing heels! After that FSK for YG happened- and later that week met another high school friend and went to Club Ellui for another party with some of my college friends. The next day( I believe) met another high school friend and then met up with some college friends to chill. This was the cycle for the whole week with other people. The next week I went to Ocean world- rode all the slides by NOON and tanned~ teehee. School started on the 1st of September! 

September-
Nothing much has happened in September other than that- School started & met up with YG people! I couldn’t go to the trainee MT because I caught the 감기몸살 ㅠ but I did meet them later on. Chilled with college friends as well as with the family esp halmuni! 연고전 was bleh because we lost basketball- I was kinda sad since the last time I was here was 2 years ago and we won that game! But this year Yonsei did pretty bad compared to Korea Uni. I also got invited by my friend to a concert with 이승철, YB, 신승훈, 박정현! Wow we were like right there- we were close enough to see their faces with our own eyes not by the TV screens or what not. I really realized that these singers all sound AMAZING. Yukshi when they sing on TV and when you actually hear them live at a concert, its a whole total different level. Not much has happened during September but it was an overall a chill month.

October-
This month was dedicated to midterms. No joke. I lived @ the library. Since the midterms started from the mid-2nd week till the 3rd week, I had no time to waste. Before studying, it was daddy’s birthday so we went to eat YUMMY gogi 한우~ <3 and that day had to be the fireworks festival here in Korea! I saw a glimpse of it when I was on the highway. I also had my 운전주행연습 almost a week before midterms- epic time yeah? (I couldn’t change it because the next time I could do 연습 would be in November!) So after this ‘free time’, I practically lived in the library studying. Met up with the 동아리 people who were @ the library, ate with each other, and chilled when we were braindead teehee. The day after midterms were over- I went to go take the 운전 주행시험 and I PASSED! I am officially a driver now teeehee! After that, I chilled with 동아리 people for 총회 and did training program & went to 남대문/동대문 with my college friends & had food @ 포장마차 with them teehee. GOOD BONDING TIME!

November-
Now its 1238AM of November 1st. I wonder what the Lord has in store for me this month!

Proverbs 3:5-6 <3

Last Day of July 2011

Wow me writing tumblr failed- the last post was the 2nd day of July and today is the last day of July. In about 3.5 hours, August is here! The past few days I’ve been reflecting so much about my past and who I am and what my priorities are in life. Family being my outmost #1 importance. Today at church, I learned that I want to be like Daniel at the same time I learned that we need to hear God’s voice and wait patiently for his guidance. He has planned out a bright future for all of us, but we often fall in temptation and ignore his presence and often go our own way after he provided us with good plans. I need to consistently know that when positive plans come our way, we need to learn to thank God each day. 

Other than that, I have finals in 3/4 days. One on each day. Sigh! But after that, maybe vaycay? Almost an exact month till school starts…wowie! TIME FLIES.

Pray that August will be filled with ah-mazing glorious God-filled-guided events! YAY

<3.  

Wow, its been forever since I’ve been on Tumblr.
But for some reason after my last tumblr post almost 7 months ago, many things have changed- SO MANY things have changed actually. A better me, a brighter me, a happier me, a me- that I’ve wanted ever since then. At times these days, I look at myself and see how far I’ve come since then- and it is so surprising that just through a few months I changed. Now all I do is now is to focus on school, grades, and my loves <3.

p.s. I really am glad that I have written these posts to reflect upon the old me and new me. An additional goal is for me to write this as often as I can :)

-Picture taken tonight & the love that I receive from my mama every night hehe :]

Trials are to test our quality. Most of the time, you’re going to be tested on areas you need to improve on. God has you there for one reason, not to frustrate you, but to refine you. Never pray for God to change other people, instead pray for him to change you. When you can be happy not because of your circumstances, but in spite of your circumstances, you’re on your way for joy. Those people were not put there to defeat you, but to polish you. God loves you too much to leave you alone.

AMEN. AMEN. AMEN

First Post in February

The last time I’ve wrote a post here on Tumblr was late January. Now theres only a week and four days left in this month and I have to say there were many things that has happened to me between that time. I’ve found out many things that I least expected, which made me cry and made me reason with myself why God let these things happen to me when I already had enough trouble to go through.

I wanted to hate, I wanted to question what “love” was and what I felt during my past relationship.I wanted to hate the people, hate what happened but like my mom said, don’t hate them- you just need to grow as a bigger and better person than them. God has a plan for you and for them, and its your duty to grow without interfering with their business. And one of my close friends said that karma will come back, you just have to move on with your own life.  In many many ways I am extremely blessed to have my close friends to help me. Through this, I am truly truly thankful. I believe that not only has God brought me closer to him through this break up but closer to the heart of my friends who I’ve grown further away from during my relationship.

-I have to make a note that at this moment, I don’t know what I felt in that relationship. Maybe in a few months time, I may be able to give you a clear cut answer as to what I truly felt then.

At the same time, joining a small group from my church was a sign from God. I was always hesitant whether to join it everytime they called/texted me. However that day, Valentines Day- I believe something gave me the guts to pick up that phone call and go and I know that God gave me a sign to pick up that phone call and meet my small group for the very first time. I have to say I have no better way to explain how great it was. The people, the vibe, the belief we all had was amazing. Even though we met for the first time, I felt like they were almost like my family- and us bonding over dinner and pool especially with my partner who was hilarious on top of his amazinggg skills (first time playing pool^^) 두남이, I was able to bond with so much caring and amazing people. There was no other better way to spend Valentines Day with them till past midnight. Loved it! <3 Yes, there were times when I was down since then, but through constant prayer and belief knowing that God is always there, I knew that he put me through this experience for me to grow up as a bigger and better person in the future.

Now, I want to be the person who anyone can rely on, come to, trust so that I could be the light and inspiration of being the daughter of God. I want to grow as a rolemodel for others and a person who holds an overbundance of patience, love, care, and respect. I am definitely not going to be the best example and I will fail at times, but I know through my family, friends and my church small group- I have their support to help me become that person. I know that God’s going to have a great plan for me and I believe that he guided me to write this post to remind myself that there will be tough times, but through those tough times- he is with me to go through them to be the person who he wanted me to be.

Today is the day I want to remember that I am finally letting go. Finally. I can’t thank the Lord enough and the prayers that my family+friends+small group has done for me. He is an amazing Lord, just know that.

Once again

my body is not being friendly. Got the cold on top of 장염- the medicine I feel like is too strong on me tho. I feel delusional & too drugged up & weak: but I can’t fall asleep because I feel so tensed up, almost when I get high blood pressure. Sigh, why must my body do this too me. I need to really start taking care of my body & stay healthy. 휴 ㅠ
& Need to pray for others rather than focusing on myself now.

Currently listening to: 잘된일이야-나비
 

Once again!

I had a gooooood night yesterday/today! Everyday is getting better & I am simply lovingg it! WOOHOO! 하나님은 항상좋은 일만 주신다, 아니- he gives me amazing days when I least expect it. Amen! 

I know the truth may hurt, but I always want to hear it rather than lies.

Every Woman should read this

In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question: “What kind of man are you looking for?”

She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye & asking, “Do you really want to know?”

Reluctantly, he said, “Yes.” 

She began to expound: 

“As a woman in this day & age, I am in a position to ask a man what can you do for me that I can’t do for myself? 

I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man…. or woman for that matter. 

I am in the position to ask, “What can you bring to the table?”

The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. 

She quickly corrected his thought & stated, “I am not referring to money. I need something more.” 

“I need a man who is striving for excellence in every aspect of life.”

 

He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, & asked her to explain. 

She said:

“I need someone who is striving for excellence mentally because I need conversation & mental stimulation. I don’t need a simple-minded man. 

I need someone who is striving for excellence spiritually because I don’t need to be unequally yoked…believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster. 

I need a man who is striving for excellence financially because I don’t need a financial burden. 

I need someone who is sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman, but strong enough to keep me grounded. 

I need someone who has integrity in dealing with relationships. Lies and game playing are not my idea of a strong man. 

I need a man who is family-oriented. One who can be the leader, priest and provider to the lives entrusted to him by God. 

I need someone whom I can respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him. 

I cannot be submissive to a man who isn’t taking care of his business. 

I have no problem being submissive…he just has to be worthy. 

And by the way, I am not looking for him…He will find me. He will recognize himself in me. He may not be able to explain the connection, but he will always be drawn to me. God made woman to be a helpmate for man. I can’t help a man if he can’t help himself.” 

When she finished her spill, she looked at him. 

He sat there with a puzzled look on his face.

He said, “You are asking a lot.”

She replied, “I’m worth a lot.”